My Confusion Poem by izni ibrahim

I’m an ordinary girl,
Living in an unpredictable world,
A fantasy world creation of mine,
Which sometimes make me blind.

Some people may think I’m pretty,
But some maybe say I’m ugly,
I can’t tell the truth actually,
Cause only people can judge me.

Though I mix with a lot of friends,
I still can’t figure out who I really am,
I can’t pretend to be someone I’m not,
Nor change my attitude according to others thought.

Confusion makes me in dilemma,
Sometimes I wish I’m in karma,
I don’t have to think about all the drama,
Or pretend to be like a primadonna,

How long will it take till I found myself,
I have to wait till I am really brave,
Brave to express my own words,
Brave to face the entire world.