My Feelings Poem by Meghan Stewart

In the beginning I never took a second glance
Knowing that I would never have a chance
But I opened up and let you in before I knew what I was doing
I know now that it's myself that I am screwing
I gave you my heart even though you don’t know it
Everyday and night I cry but I don’t let it show a bit
For I suffer I'm afraid to tell you what's inside
Afraid that once I tell you you'll push me to the side
Afraid that you don't feel the same
That to you what we do is just a game
When I'm with you I'm really glad
Even though sometimes you can make me mad
When I can't see you I miss you
What I say is true.
Even though you have a wife
I really do need you in my life
Because of you I haven't cut
and I like it when you grab my but.
I listen to the message that you left me
When I feel oh so sad
Afterwards I don't feel so bad.
You have saved me
and I don't know how to repay thee
Maybe in time I can tell you how I feel
But for right now I'll learn to how to deal
And keep my feelings to myself