My Feelins Unexplained Poem by Danel Van Wyk

My life is spinning upside down.
Nothing seems worth the while.
The tears I have run shameless down
my cheeks, the hat inside builds up,
Those hating freaks! Who said that parents
always know best, they mess up more
than all the rest.

I made mistakes; I know its true,
But everyday end every night my heart
goes out to only tou.

Can't you see my pain, my sorrow?
It's cause my heart loves only you.
the quarreling, fighting drives me insane,
I just want it back like old times, forever.
These tears I shed are all from sorrow,
fearing with you there'll be no tomorrow.

Stories are just stories, is that so hard to
see? A life without you, seems meaningless
to me. I wanna run away, wake up from
this dream, if only it was possible,
oh my life would come out right.
It's no option for me, I know
that now, maybe dying is better,
I'll just leave you guys a letter.

God seems so fa far away
I never want to face the break
of day. Knowing I can't see you, knowing
they don't approve, it pains inside like my
heart is dying. maybe going away
being hated forever is my only option, but not
if you're not with me, I can't face it alone.
Why has God left me? Not answered my prayers?
He is there, I know it's true, but can I find
to believe, a life without you has no sun
nor rain, just pain and sorrow.
Know that I love you, I always have
And always will.