My Final Day Poem by unkown person

I think I'm giving up this time it's really time to go

Putting things in order now before the demons  show

Don't shed a tear for me now that my life is over

So long have I suffered behind this smile but today I find my closure

This unbearable weight will finally be lifted from my chest

No more wandering aimlessly always fearing I'm the pest

So torn and defeated is my soul

full of so much grief and sorrow not much more can it hold

Tell me your life story and these burdens I will keep

give you peace of mind so you can finally breathe

unsure are my thoughts never do they make sense

I smile and lend a helping hand so no one sees my suffering at this extent

This vicious cycle my thoughts tear through

Just want it to end yet there's so much still to do

I bet your thinking that this is selfish there is still someone who needs my guidance

They will be okay their soul is filled with resilience

The things I feel are far from easy to describe

Numbness over takes me so i lock my door and hide

Relief from this emptiness is long overdue

To say how my story may end this I can not say for I'm still unsure of what i might do

Some days are bearable and I can smile through

Other days it is hard to breathe and I fear what may ensue

The ones who depend on me keeps me holding on

Keep putting this smile on my face so they will think I'm strong

I will continue to help others find their way

All the while unsure of how long I can be okay

This internal hell I will escape in time

For now I will go on pretending that I'm fine

But when the day comes that the calm washes over me and everything's in place

That will be the day I will have relief the day I finally meet my fate