My Life Poem by John Prexcel Carodan

Since the day she left me
I started to make my self who I want to be
Being single is not bad but for me its healthy
I only care about myself I have a lot for me

They say that a man is destined to meet his woman
well, then lets see if its applicable to me then were done
I'm actually not looking for a woman but I'm waiting for the ONE
I've been with so many past relationship but I guess my better half their is NONE

My recent relationship ended after 3 years
I wonder why it ended because I gave my all still end up with tears
that why now im strong enough I know the pain I have no fear
I grow I learned and I am still growing stronger in full gear

Let me share I bit of what happened about this relationship
I met her at my old job and I offered friendship
lets go ahead and fast forward on full shift
We been together I help her finish her course as a nurse and we start our relationship


She gave birth to a beautiful girl and we are happy together
at first yes we are happy but something change with her that to me really bother
She started working to a hospital and go home late but I consider
I consider that maybe she is working hard because I love her


But to my surprise I found out that there is another man
a man maybe her colleague a Doctor or a son of a gun
Why the hell it happen I did the best that I can
I gave my all the full me I became her biggest fan but now its gone

So tell me now how can I trust love again
I gave my all my best but what did I gain
after so much sacrifices here's what I got...PAIN
Now I don't believe in Love and don't want to feel it again