My Little Friend, Fayette Poem by Eunice Joy Bellizar

I cut the threads on my wrist
slowly, I felt a cold thick liquid
the void was too deep
chrysanths flower became my tears

I dive in the sea of rejection
and died in the hefty gusting of my emotion
air starts to suffocate
I forgot my little friend, Fayette

I saw a bewildered look in their faces
I have no fear
but now, I'm scared
that no one really cares even if I disappear

my breathing gets harder
the time became shorter
the curves became a line as an answer
no new chapter for her