My Love That He May Never Read. Poem by Nicole Arishenkoff

you know that sharp pain in your heart,
is hard to drown out with music,
or poetry or physical pain.
That the tears that you taste will not be forgotten
with the taste of drugs, or booz.
and that once true love has been found
you may never find someone else as great as the love that has been loved before.
you may gain passion and lust once more but never love, never again.
My dear friend, if you are reading this now, know that your love will always flow
with in my hear and in my soul
she will never love you like i do, i know what she is like
she is the kind of girl who is incapable of love.
Knowing this, she will only cause you pain and sorrows. You once told me yourself
every day you hate your self more and more cause you can't end it.
End it now, before you kill yourself.
this distance between where you are now and from your home has changed you,
into someone, something i never seen from you before. I miss how you use to be.
please save your self before...before it's to late