My Nightmare That Is 'Reality' 3/7/07 Poem by april michaela

i awoke from a nightmare
full of deciet, full of pain.
only to find
that this is my reality.

you held me when i creid
to makeme smile: you lied.
your're slowly drowning me,
and i just relized: i cant swim.

an entire future can be destroyed in an instant.
and it was
but you dont care.
so now our love is dead &buried.

youve changed me, jason.
I will NEVER be the same.
and the sorry thing is,
you'd like me better now

BUT YOU CANT HAVE ME!

i awoke form a nightmare,
you were begging to be mine
but those days
are dead and over. I deserve better...


(i appologize if there are typos, my brother typed it for me 3)