My Own Emotional Prison Poem by brandon kosiarski

The pain inside shall always remain.
The constant thoughts of death will always be in my mind.
The tears are going to still soak my pillow at night.
There is no escape for me.
My way out was with you and then you locked me away.
So now I am stuck in my own emotional prison.
I try so hard to get out but now there is no use in trying.
My thoughts are all dark.
My days are all wasted away inside this place.
I believed my pain was gone for good.
I was so happy when you came into my life.
Now that you left I am back in hell.
You locked me back inside of my own emotional prison.
There is no escape for me now that you are gone.
The smell of you lingers in the air.
You were my last hope for happiness but now its all gone away.
I try to get rid of the thoughts but its all I can think about.
I am left to die in my own emotional prison.
There is no final escape for me any more.
I can never be happy because I shall never have you.
The thoughts all get worse and I start to bleed.
It starts to sting as my world goes dark.
Maybe this is my final escape from this hell.
Then it all slowly comes back to me.
I am still trapped in my own emotional prison.
I am still in this place called hell.
The tears, thoughts, smells, and bloodstains all still remain.
So now I know there is no escape.
I am trapped inside of my own emotional prison.