My Paradise Poem by Jeffery Grover

I'll find a place alone inside
away from all so I can hide
the promises of yesterday
insanity inside of me
I'll find a place inside my mind
a place where i forget to cry
away from you away from pain
inside my head inside my veins
forget to laugh forget to smile
to drag this pain into denial
take all the shame inside my head
and loose it all over again
I'll find a place where i can hide
forget the trials forget the times
once all alone forever dead
the curse lives on inside my head
I'll take the time to find my mind
forget the shame the endless crime
relive the day that haunts my soul
believe in lies one thousand fools
I'll break away from all this shame
and curse the day in which you came
forget the fame forget the time
in living lies one million minds
I'll take away the source of pain
I'll break away be one again
inside my mind inside my soul
my Paradise my one last goal