My Rabia Poem by Arslan V

In the deepest prayer,
My soul did I share,
Sorrowful tears did I shed,
My heart profoundly bled.

Oh Allah hear my plea,
Bring me Somebody!
Who will lift my spirit to thee,
Pray for me oh Pray for me.

Then, into my life you walked,
A beautiful soul beheld,
Here is She, Allah Ta'ala said,
Her soul, radiant and humble.

I still remember the first days we met,
The Dua's you prayed for me,
Lifted my spirits high,
From the crushing defeat of the past.

Every prayer that you said,
Planted a rose in my heart,
To see you in pain ripped hurt me,
Everyday I pray for you my love, I pray for thee.

In your past, you have felt pains,
Bad memories and no gains,
Your parents tears you have seen,
In your own pool of tears depressed you have been.

It only got worse, and so you ran,
Ran far away as fast as you can,
The grass is green and so you thought,
Into delusion you thou bought!

Allah foresaw what you need,
When you land in the Country's new,
He sent you Me, to hold you through,
All your days, through me, he shall renew.

He sent you a man, who thinks not of himself,
But puts your needs a priory,
And you did think that your list was long,
But Allah proved you otherwise that you were wrong.

Its ok to admit that you are lost,
That is why he sent me to retrieve you at any cost.
He gave you permission to shout at me,
To throw all your frustrations on my heart.

'Even at the point to rip him apart'.
You think this man is not so strong,
But Allah knows ahead, that's why he sent him along,
Along to you, to rest your head on his shoulders.

In truth you judged him because of one mistake,
You perceived that he would never work in his life,
You put him early to the knife.
Test me not, for I am strong, in Allah's blessing I will forgive.

Sit my love and self-reflect,
He got a job so quickly,
Allah granted him a job through your prayers,
Don't you think that he can easily get a job?
And stick to it?

Allah knew you needed help that day,
Even at the cost of his job, he made him stay,
To see you peacefully through,
The assignment that was urgent due.

Hasn't he given you so many chances,
Hasn't he forgiven you when you accused him of being with another woman?
Hasn't Allah put it on his heart to accept you the way you are will all your imperfections?

Has he ever demanded that you be a perfect wife?
No, because he know already that you are close to Allah and with that comes perfection.
When your body pained, he sat with you and rubbed you down.
Do not push him away.
Be brave, Trust him, give your all to him, a you will see a new day.

Simply trust in Allah,
Offer your Dua's for me,
And Allah's mighty blessing you will see,
On both our lives to be.

Everything will fall in line,
Love with grow in time,
Money will flow to him,
To take care of all your needs.

*I miss your prayers for me so much*,
You truly need love and a gentle touch,
I was wrong on many lines, All I wish for you to know,
That I will support you from all sides, till my time is no more.

How much I miss you, no words can tell,
Life is indeed a struggle, a living hell,
However, it is Allah that sees me through,
When the time comes I shall fully support you.

I have been crushed enough yet bravely gave,
Gave my soul and my whole being to You,
I shall love not only you but also all those who are close to you.
In my prayers I truly pray, for peace to come your family.

In the gladness of my heart, Shall I hold your father's wish,
To see his daughter safe and bliss,
Plant back those seeds of love in my soul,
A you will be amazed see a whole,
A whole new man, who's heart knows only love and hard work.

I beg of thee, to hold your peace,
I know you are beautiful soul,
Do not loose this glow I feel,
Make peace with yourself and stand strong My Rabia.
My prayers are always there for you My Love.
I will never give up on you.