My Restless Syndrome Free Verse Poem by Valerie Schiereck

You left me
You took my world away with you

my heart is so heavy with blood inside, its worse than I have ever felt before.
I had that pain once before, but then you came into my life and took all the pain away.

I felt caged up back then, like animal to be poked at by all for fun.
and every word from the spectators was like stabbed and bruised and cut all at once every time. My blood would surge with rage and pain, and it would clog my chest to where I couldn't breathe. I would cry so hard. Wishing I could cry out the blood from my eyes. My body would shake with tremors.

Then you came and set me free. My wounds healed

Now I'm back inside, with that heavy pain, but its not from loneliness.
It's from a broken heart.

when you left me, i felt it all coming back worse than it ever was before

I can't stop loving you. My heart is restless even though its broken.

But now, it feels like you stabbed me with 2 big swords into my heart and with every word you say, it goes deeper and deeper into my chest, almost going out through my back. It goes in deeper with every word I hear from your loveable lips

those sweet lips, that still make my heart race with joy.

And all i can do is cry and beg for you to come back.

I screwed up everything. I am my own worst enemy.

now i dream of bleeding out the pain thorough my eyes.

I am alone and no understands this pain I am in.

Only you did.

But the fact of the matter is that this pain isn't REAL but that's exactly how it feels

I walk around with that heart pain every day since the summer began.

I'm alone but heart is restless. I'm broken and hopeless.

I never felt so hopeless before. this the worst kind.

I am at your mercy. My heart is always yours, whether you want it or not.

The only cure for this disease is you.