My Tarnished Heart Poem by Carike Klokow

I lie awake my mind running around
thinking of this love i found
for when we met it felt so right
you holding me in your arms so tight

But now i sit and cry at night
convincing myself that i am right
your love not showing so strong
do you still love me, what did i do wrong?

Love, i cry all the time
i just wanna know if u still wanna be mine
cus the love i have, i have to hide
trying to protect my bitter pride

I sometimes dont talk
sometimes just walk
up and down my tunnel hall
thinking of how im gonna stand tall

I just want your touch
just want you to watch
how lonely this little body will be
so desperately seeking for only thee

And the thing i think that hurts the most
that to this loathsome end played host
the beat, the soul, the agony of this heart
is the fact that you're knowingly pulling us apart