My Tears(Tw: Sa) Poem by Gay Gray

You saw my tears
You saw my fears
In fact you were one of my fears
I thought you were just the father of one of my peers
But you were the 'man' in my nightmares
for years
You are still there
You are still here
I smell your cologne you would wear
I would scream i would fight
Till this day i feel your hand hovering over my mouth
Your weight holding me down
My feet feeling stuck
I used to think i was okay just out of luck
I hear your voice everywhere
I start to feel you take off my underwear
How many times did i have to scream?
How many times did i have to say no?
Did you listen? i ran out of hope.