My Very First Smile.... Poem by Born Frustrated

For the first, in a long time.
I woke up today, with a smile.
I mean the inlusion isn't gone.
I still know everything sucks.

its just i woke up, and i just felt sublime.
i dont know now why.
but i enjoy it, especially after.
being cold, and sad on the inside for a while.

I felt so good, it just made it so easy to rhyme.
to feel my heartonce again beat.
is such a feeling, of overwhelming joy.
but, now i wonder how long it will last