Im gonna find myself
Im not gonna be some book you put on the high shelf
But the moments slip one into the next
...
they can not see
they can not show emotion
eyes that have veiwed the darkness in man's heart
...
Sitting alone upon my bed
i think ab my new sin...
i wonder how she can feel this way?
...
Thinking to myself
Looking down from this building
Like a book on a high shelf
...
day by day, its seems to grow...
day by day, its getting stronger
day by day, its more likly to show...
...
Your heart is pink
And my blood was once blue
But when it comes out it changes for you...
...
Don't say you care about me...
I can tell by the way that you don't look at me..
that you don't care
...
there are so many problems on this earth...
how could any one think of birth...
...
Why is it that i spend countless hours talking to you
when all i want is to simply hold you
...
Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
but no matter how much i'd love to.
I can never give them to you.
...
For the first, in a long time.
I woke up today, with a smile.
I mean the inlusion isn't gone.
I still know everything sucks.
...
What do u mean I cant quit the race...
I sick of running at this pace....
why is everyone one oppsed with grace...
...
What heart I ask...
to explain is difficult task...
I have nothing there...
and now no love to bare
...
i can not tell why it is brusing
why its changing from a healthy shade of pink
to this dark shade of blue
...
Boredom is setting in
as my eyelids fight to win
now i have these thoughts of this girl,
...
If you wanna make the move Then you better come in It's just the ability to reason That wears so thin Living and dying and the stories that are true Secrets to a good life is knowing when you're through Black coat, white shoes, black hat, Cadillac Yeah, the boy's a time bomb)
Everything I Want To Be
Im gonna find myself
Im not gonna be some book you put on the high shelf
But the moments slip one into the next
becasue my life was simple
but now its complex
Is just another silly dream, you see
But Ill keep dreaming just the same
and if I slip, and fall, Im the one to blame
Im done holding myself back
Im gonna finaly be everything I want to be
So what if you think its just another silly dream, but its not you'll see
Im not gonna be
Stuck in mediocrity
When everybodys trying to bring me
Back down to reality
So Im Standing up,
Im saying No.
Im GONNA BE EVERYTHING I WANT TO BE
and hopefully, its not just another silly dream
your a very good poet Renegade...your very good at wat you do..~your loving friend hazel
you are very talented. i absolutly love your poems.