Born Frustrated

Im gonna find myself
Im not gonna be some book you put on the high shelf

But the moments slip one into the next
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they can not see
they can not show emotion
eyes that have veiwed the darkness in man's heart
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Thinking to myself
Looking down from this building
Like a book on a high shelf
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day by day, its seems to grow...
day by day, its getting stronger
day by day, its more likly to show...
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Sitting alone upon my bed
i think ab my new sin...

i wonder how she can feel this way?
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palms sweating
lips quivering
eyes widening
as I see you draw near
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How can I still like her...
I'll never share it with her..
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Don't say you care about me...

I can tell by the way that you don't look at me..
that you don't care
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Your heart is pink
And my blood was once blue
But when it comes out it changes for you...
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Roses are red.
Violets are blue.
but no matter how much i'd love to.
I can never give them to you.
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For the first, in a long time.
I woke up today, with a smile.
I mean the inlusion isn't gone.
I still know everything sucks.
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What do u mean I cant quit the race...
I sick of running at this pace....
why is everyone one oppsed with grace...
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What heart I ask...
to explain is difficult task...
I have nothing there...
and now no love to bare
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Truth can be stranger than fiction
To be full of joy, but yet so sad
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i can not tell why it is brusing
why its changing from a healthy shade of pink
to this dark shade of blue
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Boredom is setting in
as my eyelids fight to win

now i have these thoughts of this girl,
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Nature's Candy In My Hand
Of Course They Are Not Everyone's Demand

I Can Devour Them
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Ever made a mistake you wanted to change?

Today I sat up half asleep and started
thinking of what I've done wrong
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I HATE THEM ALL

they a mass
and pass
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I've got nothing to do
so i
switch
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