I stood admist the spring breeze,
Only scrutinising the moments
Of which I tasted milk and honey,
Though the love is present,
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Every New day,
As life comes tough
As wind blows through the sea
When matter settles on road
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As i sit up my bed,
Just woke up from another nightmare,
Living a misery,
And i'm all alone,
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As I hold this pen,
My mind shouts for suicide..
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A month passed me by
since we last said our cruel bye's
The threat within the farewell
I couldn't wait for you to be gone
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I wish you only knew how i feel,
It kills me to know together forever won't come true,
It torments me to know you are in love again,
I thought i wouldn't care but i was wrong,
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It was the 25th of June 2009,
Who ever expected your departure?
Why did you have to go?
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Ooh...
You are not my lover any more,
You are not my friend any more,
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Being exposed the way I am to you,
Feels so right, and i'm not even scared,
To be fully honest,
I've never been exposed to anyone like this before,
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Every heartache song reminds me of you,
I wish upon all the stars up in the sky each night,
But i'm getting weaker and weaker,
I never realized how weak I am till tonight,
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