Mysterious! Poem by Dawn Lochridge

She stands alone with her last Smoke of the night.
While she is watching the sun coming up
You can see what a day she lives lighting another cigarette.
She is so mysterious.
Now mysterious as she is; she longs for a true love.
But always always on guard,
If You're lucky and she lands on a shooting star she is a little closer and when she lets you in just enough to make you think "I know her"!
You haven't a clue how she is "broken" her heart, mental state, anxiety and panic,
bipolar mixed with just enough anorexia and a lot of PTSD.
She battles the demons in her mind from daylight to darkness. it's just part of her every day life so mysterious don't everforget!
My mysterious ways has always got me in VIP-anywhere I go even in my same sweet, loving ways can get me what I want.
Man I will blow your mind and make you fall in love with my mysterious ways! Always have you begging me for the mysterious ways I hooked you with.You will board the train again an again
I will blow your mind.
You will never get me out of your head.
Ijust sit there and act like I don't want him anymore or he will tell me "You aregorgeous"
I talk to him in my Sweet little kisses as he begs me to break his heart I'm mysterious like that!
Then when I am done I walk away with everything I have given him.
His heart is breaking well it's to bad!
I'm going tell you if you think for one second I'm not mysterious, and I get what I want.I
I will play with your head and you're every word you see!
I have been told I am so intriguing.
You are mystified, sad an crying as I light up an cigarette and explain-
I used all of my talents that was given to me.
I always get what I want.
Mysteriously I second guess myself! And want to say "I have this meeting with thevoices in my head "
You will always remember I'm so mysterious and you want to know so much more -thenI suggest you ask to take a page from my book.
Normally I don't let anybody know I'm selfish, I am so opinionated, and they most hateful person I am.
Just as I took a wall down- you think you you know me?
I say very loudyou told me "how gorgeous, mysterious and a hot blonde female you ever met"!
Let my mysterious ways and the most beautiful black lace and heels that you would never stop wanting me and I won't be so mysteriously conjuring up feelingsfor you because I am mysterious like that.
People are amazed how Imind screw you.
While I remindhim how I rescued him from the nasty world we all know and love, my The Voice's tell my ego roughly with frustrations in a good way for the failed marriages "KEEP HIM HE IS A GOOD MAN "I'm so mysterious and I get those little hush-hush
He wants you as his wife!
And I argue back with the voices and say -
Don't hate theplayer cuzit's a win-win with my mysterious ways.
When I have a blackout day mysteriously checks out to smoke a cigarette, your man's to wonder serious and almost angry because I don't want anyone to knowAndit hurts him! Really? I don't care I stillhave my mysterious black glaze and I'm going to leave now go now.
I have my footprint on his heart.
I have put the voices away and a smile on my face.
Ihave the most beautiful ones.I am so classy, and mysteriously mysterious. I will take your husband and use him for my own financial needs send him back begging for me to love him
When I'm done -I'll have your money and your jewelry! Because being mysterious and you're husband paying my bills. I'm not only mysterious, I'm beautifully broken because the man that has my heart is as mysterious as I am.