Names. Understanding. Tears. Poem by Christina Adams

when u think u know everything
u know very little
when u say i love you
those are Ur words right before u say goodbye
u don't get me at all
u make jokes
that mean the world
u make jokes u think are funny
i start to laugh just to not fight with you
but really I'm tore up and crying inside
you mean the world to us
and we deserve something in return
something to make us feel like Ur not gonna make a stupid joke
or make a joke that's hurts us so much we wanna give up
i remember the day u call me Ur baby boo
i thought that was awesome and i loved it
i felt so good inside
i thought nothing could beat that day
then one night
for the first time u said u loved me so much
and u called me Ur baby girl
then i knew that feeling would stay with me forever
i loved the feeling it gave me
then one day u didn't call
u didn't call me Ur baby boo
so i knew i had one more name i have to wait to hear
then u never called me Ur baby girl
and i knew something was happening
and then u said there is something u need to say
i couldn't bare to hear the words
i knew it was the end of the world
the good feeling haven't come bk
i have tried over and over again
but they never show
Ur the only one who can call me those names
or it wont feel as great
i wanna feel those feelings again
and Ur the only one that can make it happen...
i love you so much...