Let it be known that I didn't let it go without putting up a fight
I refuse to just lose the love of my life
After crying - cursing myself with all my might
Days without you lead to such lonely nights
I agree to your terms even tho they hurt me
Limited conversations giving me the third degree
I'm not perfect, another chance I deserve
Wishing I could go back and take back all my words
The ones that ended it all - that created this downfall
I broke my own heart letting you go - now that's one hell of a curve ball
Like a boomerang coming back and slapping me in the face
I could search all over for you, but you could never be replaced
At least not to me since you mean so much
I long for the days that I can feel your touch
Is this what it feels like to truly lose it?
I'm trying so hard but how much longer can I do this?
How the hell do I keep pushing with a heart that's torn apart?
Made such a stupid decision, but yet I claim to be so smart
Look at me now - barely getting by
Damn it - how many days am I gonna cry?
I'm sick of everyone's questions all the what's and whys
That doesn't help my situation, it adds to the tears falling from my eyes
Maybe one day you'll stop responding altogether
I know for damn sure that won't make it any better
Tell me you hate me, tell me I don't stand a chance
Tell me that we'll never ever be in love again
Maybe then I can get it through my mind
Maybe then I'll truly realize that you're no longer mine
Wednesday, March 24, 2021