No Title Poem by Justice Kwani

I write this with no feelings or such
No intentions and showing no expressions
With no one in particular not even myself articular

I'm looking for no impressions as I try to compel my perfect imperfections
Wrote so much but never reached the end like revelations

I'm broken you know that
I'm lost you see that
I'm shattered you'll never bare that
I stare at my broken reflection in an ocean
But as soon as I tried to squeeze that face
It slipped right into my fingers
Palms wet
I wipe my face and wear the fake smile
Walk out crying but nobody sees it
I told you I'm like an open book with no words
I feel transparent
Nobody can see me,
See inside of me
But they see what's behind and upfront of me
But never me
I realise now
Just because I'm alive doesn't mean I exist.

21 years tryna live a better life
They said I'm the CEO of my life
But why do i feel like i need a promotion in life
I'm fooling myself right?
Louis Phil you the only one that's left, right man.
I mean you all over me bro

The truth is in the eyes right?
I never blink and you'll never see that
Don't be fooled by that wink
Tears are never falling I'm scared to see myself cry
I don't want to feel pity for myself as I don't want anyone to feel pity for me

My bones are the only things I've never broke
But what's inside of me... huh
That's a story for another day

I appreciate life as it and adapt
But that doesn't mean suicidal thoughts never cross my mind
I look into my eyes and see nothing
I must be blind

I'm too good to be true
The reason I lost a girl I wanted to make my wife
I'm easy to remember and easier to forget
If I sometimes cross your mind
It means you also forgot about me

I always tell the naked truth
But my readers always find something to dress it with
I've been crying for help since the day I started writing
You've been listening without reading between the lines
You'll never find anything in my eyes
Unless you can read the facial expressions I demise.