Nobody Knows Poem by Seamus Shaneous

I pretend I'm glad you left
the walls closed around my mind
What dumb thoughts were in my brain?
How could i have been that blind?
I ruined all my chances
I wish I could make you see
how much I cry deep inside
and nobody knows but me
A stormy cloud hovers my head
it will never go away
It begins to rain down on me
my life is always so grey
Frowns won't leave my saddend face
my world is tumbling down
There's a giant wall in my sight
I've been trying to get around
I've been trying so hard to smile
but I feel I've been broken in two
half of me can only cry
the other half thinks of you
I look like stone all the time
my face doesn't show a gleam
Truth is I tremble deep inside
I just want to yell and scream
I miss you throughout my day
but there's nothing I can do
I wander the streets just thinking
of all my problems with you
Laying in bed I toss and turn
I have nightmares so frequently
My heart just screams for you at night
and nobody knows but me