Not Ever Me Poem by Danie Babcock

Everyday is more emotional,
I have a feeling,
that never seems to escape
I've been alone for a while now
but never felt this way before
i guess its because when im with you,
ive never felt so wanted,
but all these feelings for you,
have made me think of loosing you
My wrists have told the story
of how much you mean to me,
i love you so much that even
Tears crash around my blood it wants more,
The sight of my heart in your hands,
Is a hemorrhage in my soul,
Black evolves around my bed,
Blood falls from my eyes,
Covering one...... single tear,
Ive had enough of this,
My mind burst out a need of suicide,
I take out that blade one more time,
Follow it to my wrist....
Press it deep untill i have the sight of my weakness
Having all these fears in my head
I scream at the top of my lungs
Blood dripping down my arm,
I fall to the ground,
I take my final breath...
As my creed surrounds me
One thing to remember me by,
for every time i bled for you,
making sure each breath you took was worth it,
holing in my own hands,
Your! pain.
in my new life,
i will remember this story,
you.... her...
but not ever me.