Note To Self Poem by Chaotic Life aka Curly Mer

I've returned
Stronger and better
Mind's set on a goal
Head's set on a mission
My future's clearing up...

I'm observing from the highest peaks
Everything is looking sweet.
I tell myself:
I will make it
I will -
I have to.
There is no going back
I must keep fighting.

I found my weakness,
my strength.
The good,
the bad.
I've learned my lessons,
but
I will still make mistakes.
Even when I do,
I must keep on going,
I must not look back.

I will not cry,
I will not breakdown,
I will make it no matter what -
I believe.

And if my confidence is not good enough,
I shall still keep my head strong...
must keep attacking
I can't lose another battle,
I can't relinquish another war.
I must keep on running,

There is no going back.