Nothing Happened Poem by Dishant kumar Tripathi

This feel of rage tht i hold..
Smtyms Makes me so silent so cold..
And i feel so bold..
Ignoring the innocence tht once over me rolled..


I burn a cigarette then..
Wonder about the time as it started when..
And start thinking bout this making of me..
Ignoring evry soft thing around me tht i see..


Then I open a bottle of beer..
Drink a few sips and then encourage the mask i wear..
With a want of the dear ones tht once were near...
I dream of them to see my eyes today tht the rest bcoz of them today fear..


A bit later i try to pen down my feelings so termed as a disaster....
And then i entangle them in words which decorate them like some aster....
Soon i find myself looking here and there...
In search of a peace place to rest somewhere...


So tht i cn feel those memories again...
So tht i cn prove myself to be an insane again...
And let others who feel me- say..

''His present is ruined by his past..
His past memories still seam to last..

And his past is flashing its scroching light beams..
Tearing him apart breaking him at the seams..''


and then slowly correcting my steps..
putting them straight..
I look for the door of my room where once, to enter alone i ws afraid...

And then i rest my head over my pillow...
Thinking of what by then i really donno...
And i crash..
Proving myself a trash..
Afta burning some cigarettes n spreading there ash...


And then i wake up the next day with an innocent smile and...
And walk around as if nothing happened....! ! !
Ignoring the fact tht last night i walked..
as if i was walking over a loose lump of sand...! ! !


Saying nothing happened..
Nothing happened..! !
Nothing happened..! !
Nothing happened..! !