Nothing I Can Say Poem by Patrick Shields

Theirs Nothing I Can Say
To Make This Alright
To Make What I Did Ok
The Way I Treated You Those Nights

Nothing To Excuse My Behavior
The Discusting Things I Said To You
You Owe Me Not A Kind Word Or Favor
Making Your Heart Turn Dark Blue

Nothing I Can Say To Make It Better
No Matter How Many Apologies I Give
I'll Live With This Guilt Forever
No Matter How Long I Live

A Sickening Feeling In My Chest
That Makes Me Feel So Bad
For Putting You To The Test
That Made You So Sad

I Could Say I'm Sorry A Million Times
But What Good Would It Really Do
You've Already Heard This Old Line
Would It Really Even Help You

Well For What Its Worth I Apologize
And I Wish I Could Take Everything Back
I Don't Need Anyone To Sympathize
But I'm Very Sorry I Just Can't