Nothing Is Real Unless You Really Feel It. Poem by sarah hanbury

I always wanted to scream,
I love you,
I've fell apart,
I'm sorry what we had is gone,
I broke you.

The same story can't keep happening,
I loved you, I broke you,
You’re ignoring me,
Nothing can change now,
I'm sorry.

Too many memories rushing though my head,
Our last conversation,
I'm going paranoid over you,
I love you one day,
The next day i don’t.

The songs we shared,
Our wall,
Our special moment we shared,
Thanks to him that we together,
I know what i want now,
Please be strong and understand,
When something is broken leave it,
Please it’s killing me,
If you want to save me stop!

I'm gonna hurt you,
You don't deserve me,
You’re delicate Soft Gentle,
I can hide my emotions,
I'm everything your not,
I'll cry if something really hurts,
Your too delicate i can't break you.

Too many memories rushing though my head,
Our last conversation,
I'm going paranoid over you,
I love you one day,
The next day i don’t.

You know you could find much more,
I'm nothing special,
It's time to let go of me,
You hold me too much,
Your arm is now around my neck,
Our memories shall always be remembered.

You know how i feel,
It's too much for me to handle,
Myth Dream or Real,
I can't take the risks no more,
I always put you before me,
It's time for me,
I'm sorry only if you understood,
This is going to crush you.

Too many memories rushing though my head,
Our last conversation,
I'm going paranoid over you,
I love you one day,
The next day i don’t.

I once got told that i write from the sole,
I do everything i say or write,
It's real not fake,
I couldn't make a poem unless it wasn't real,
You once meant everything to me,
I'm not quite sure anymore.

Long breaks made me think,
I can live without you,
I did before i will now,
You kept me in a secure place,
I cracked i went paranoid.

I wish things were different,
I've thought about you a lot,
It’s too much to handle,
If you can’t realise that your arm is around my neck,
When are you meant to realise?
I'm really sorry.