Oh Dearest Mother Poem by Stephen Mickey

I still remember the good times we shared
Your passing wasn't something I could have bared
I'm starting to cry because I'm so scared
Because you aren't here to help me

You were the only thing that made us smile
Even though you were here for a short while
Does your death mark another trial,
Or is it something else that cannot see?

You picked me up whenever I was down
I always loved your smile that I changed from a frown
Daddy always says he loved you in your wedding gown
All I ever wanted you is to be happy

But you are never coming back
Mental strength is all I lack
Is my life under attack
Or am I going crazy?

All I want is you back again
It is something I can't bargin
I just wish for one day it could happen
Just maybe.. just maybe......

Your presence was alays the best
Your motherly love beat the rest
And now I am put to the test
But I am so lonely

'The time will come when we see each other
Just take care of your sister and brother
And make peace with your father
Then make yourself happy'

I look into the sky as I heard my mothers voice
My life is all made up of my choice
But everything is gained at a price
The storm in my body in starting to get sunny

Then one fateful date I died
In a way I lied
So many people cried
Because I left too early

But thats ok because I'm back in your arms
I hope this didnt raise any alarms
Now my life isn't full of storms
And I'm here for you too see

Now.. finally.... I'm happy