Oh, Just Forget It Poem by shandy willow

I'm a loser.
I just can't see
why any man would
want to be with me.

My life is pathetic.
I have to admit, it's true.
I wish that my life
were already through.

If I could just find
the perfect person,
then, hopefully, my life
would not worsen.

I am waiting on the
right guy or girl
to be with me
and change my world.

I just don't think
that I have a reason
to be on this plant.
I'm not that appeasin'.

I know that my life
will end soon enough.
Then, finally, I'll know
the Almighty Father's love.

The Father in Heaven
will welcome me home
under his wings. He will say
'my child you never walked alone.'

He HAS always and WILL always
be right where I need him.
He has protected me to this day
and has taught me not to sin.

I wish that I could do better
with the gifts I have in life,
but no man would ever love me
enough to make me their special bride..

'Just forget it, ' I tell myself.
'you are just not good enough.
No man would EVER want to be with you.
Your life is short pathetic enough.'

I will die by the eighth month
of two thousand and fifty-nine,
but, before I go, I want to ask you...
Baby, will you forever be mine? ? ? <3