On Repeat Poem by Linda A

v1
Why must this hurt so badly
And why am I hurting again
I fell for this one truly, madly
But I shoulda known right then
That all I love-i've loved in vain
Like fruit of the poisonous tree
Love will always bring pain
If at least only for me
But really, he didn't have to do this
And he had no need to lie
f*ck a hug and a kiss
I need a man who'll stand by
What we have together
To keep his word with love
Through the inclement weather
Someone who's always proud of
The depths of my heart
But why's he so hard to find..
And where do I even start
It's true love is blind
But jealousy sees too much
So do good and fear none
Through the pain and such
Stay true and you've won
v2
Why am I here-hurting again
And why must I hurt so badly
I shoulda known right when
I fell for him this madly
That love will always bring pain
If at least only for me
And all I love-I've loved in vain
The fruit of my poisonous tree
But really-he had no need to lie
He didn't have to remiss
f*ck a wise guy
I thought i'd been through this
Maybe one day we'll be together
Maybe eventually there'll be love
Through the inclement weather
Maybe someone will be proud of
Me and the depths of my heart
But why's he so hard to find
And where do I even start
It's true that love is blind..
But jealousy sees too much
So I try to do good and fear none
And through the pain and such
I often end up where I had begun
Feelin discouraged and void
Feelin like I have no worth
Cause who I was was destroyed
Now I have nobody on Earth
Prayin on an asteroid
And cryin to the wind
The future makes me paranoid
But the past makes me cringe