I live and love as lonely as a dark cloud. I feel myself slipping into a dark place. All I have accomplished is hurting my boyfriend...
I will sit alone and eat alone. Everything reminds me of the one I loved truly and almost lost. I can't see myself anymore! I am lost, alone, and crying. My love means nothing and is nothing for I am nothing so I am forced to rely on the one I love, who loves me for only he can set me free and sever this depressing bond I have with death. I must go to him cry to him tell him of these dark things that roam the mind of his young love!
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