Only If I Could Wish Poem by Rupa Rani Kudumula

Do You Know How Much It Hurts When You Push Me Away Every Time?
What Is It That I Did Wrong?
Is Loving You Without Any Condition My Mistake That You Are Keeping Me At A Distance?

Do You Even Have Any Idea Of What I Am Going Through?
I Just Wish I Can Explain It To You
But The Moment I Start Doing That, I Don't Know Why It Doesn't Turn Out To Be Like It Should!

Is It My Heart That Is Incapable Of Love?
Or Is It Me Who Is Not Suitable To Love?
Whatever The Reason, My Love Turns Out To Be Useless In The End! ! !

I Wish I Could Give You Everything The Way You Like It
I Wish We Could Be Together The Way I'm Hoping
I Wish You Come To Me The Way I'm Yearning For You
I Wish... I Wish... I Wish...

Only If I Could Wish For It
But It Is Too Late Now
You Are Completely Out Of My Hands
My Body And Mind Have Given Up Running Behind You
But What Should I Do When My Heart Is Not Ready To! ? !

My Heart Is Crying Out So Loud
But Its Cry Is Unheard To Your Ears
Then How Can I Confess That I Love You? ? ?

No More Words Left To Express Anything I Feel
I've Grown Numb Now
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Be There For You, My Love
I'm Sorry I Couldn't Stand Up For You, My Love
I'm Sorry That I'm Letting You Down, My Love
I'm Sorry That I'm Leaving

Though I've Been Loving You From The Very First Moment
I've Been Dying Every Second Waiting For You
I'm Afraid That My Wait Is Going To Go In Vain
And I Don't Want To Witness Such A Day
So Goodbye My Love.....