Back To The Square One Poem by Rupa Rani Kudumula

I Find Myself Crying All The Time
I Find Myself Covered In Tears
I Find Myself Losing Me

Why Does It Always Have To End This Way?
Why Can't It Turn Out To Be Good?
Where Can I Find These Answers?

In Midst Of All This Chaos
I Get Up And Dress Up
And Head Straight Into My Life
As If Nothing Is Wrong
As If Everything Is Fine

Who Am I Fooling
The World Or Myself? ? ?

Though My Heart Is Screaming With Pain
I Still Manage To Smile
But It Hurts, It Really Does
It Is Driving Me Insane
But Then Again, Here I Am
Back To The Square One.....