Our Lost Poem by Jessica Gomez

Thinking about he day we first met,
And the way we look at each other,
Seeing one another,
But know thing are killing me,
Knowing you are not here to save or help me.

It hurt to see the holidays and special occasions,
Pass by like the wind,
Knowing you are not here to share the fun.

Mostly remembering all the things with our little girl,
Including seeing how she is growing,
Oh so fast,
Without you,
With her asking for you,
Wanting you more and more….

It mostly kills me when
She finally done something you always wanted to see
Because that’s what you always talk about.
It hurt to know that we lost you for no good reason
And never got to tell you for the last time how much we love you.

I know you always wanted us to be happy,
Most of all never to shed a tier,
So I hide my pain all day long like nothing could ever change the way I feel.

I just wish I can go back in time
And stop you from leaving and losing you forever
When I don’t have to remember seeing you
My lover and friend,
Going six feet under.

It’s already been a year since you left
And I’m still here with your daughter
That’s looks more like you every day,
With my hiding sadness fading way very slowly
Knowing our daughter always says here prays at night
While looking at the sky
Telling you she love and miss you
While the wind blows in her face and hair
Know you love her and blowing her a kiss with the wind.

We will never forget you and never lose our love for you,
Because it will always remain in our heart for your.