Out Of Control Poem by jayne harris

i sit back and think of all the drugs ive done
charlie white crack in a pipe or anything to make me numb
idont think i like this person that ive become
ive had a very colourful life but had such fun
my life was just a game id keep playing it all the time
until one day ill get that call then ill see the sign
but until then ill calmdown and tow the line


im out of control
i need somebody somebody to rely on
i know that it sounds crazy
i need sombody somebody to save me
ive got to settle down and change my hectic life
maybe get married have someone to become my wife


im sure a child of my own will change my then
its just a matter of time if and when
i fool around a lot im stuck in one place
always with that same expression on my face
i just need a good reason to change my company
as the saying goes whatever will be will be
i just hope that kind of life was sure meant for me



im out of control
i need somebody somebody to rely on
i know that it sounds crazy
i need sombody somebody to save me
ive got to settle down and change my hectic life
maybe get married have someone to become my wife


ive had relationships thats all turned out bad
i suppose thats always why i play jack the lad
im going to take time out to find out who i am
i never took life serious i dont think i ever can
im hoping to change my life with all my dedication
all it, ll take is preparation and all my motivation


im out of control
i need somebody somebody to rely on
i know that it sounds crazy
i need sombody somebody to save me
ive got to settle down and change my hectic life
maybe get married have someone to become my wife