Pain Poem by Alex Church

Why must you hurt me so much,
My pain will not stop. You are destroying my mind,
I know you will never read this.
You want me to stay and wait...
I want to stay... I need you back.
What are you doing? You risk everything,
Just for fun.
Do what you need.
You know I will wait and thats the problem.
You say you miss me... while you kiss him.
You say I am hurting you with my sadness.
Do even care about how much pain is going through my body.
You are everything to me.
You know no one else could love you like I do.
What you have put me through...
I have stuck by you through everything, never left your side.
Even when you blame me for everything.
I have done everything I can do...
The times we had were amazing... and you know there is more.
But you risk it all anyway... saying you need time and replace me with that... honestly he treats you so bad... arrogant, selfish.
It was just opportunity for him he doesn't care about you.
You have crushed my soul.
I have never felt so hurt. Even when my loved ones have died I did not feel this bad...
I just hope you come back soon I can't live without you.
But I will wait.
Because I love you...