Pain Poem by Thembi ngadlela

he has found me time n again,
each n every time i try to hide away he always finds his way,
he includes himself in my days n offers himself to stay..........

I always try my best to tel myself its his last,
he must just disappear from my life n try his luck somewhere else,
that's wen i realized..pain is just a disguise......

I have a huge luggage,
pain is 1 of my burdens,
at times he gives me trouble n defeating him is possible......

He has no hold over me,
though i know how it feels 2 have his leeches sucking in my veins,
he wont have his ways,
i have seen right true his games n its a shame, his pathetic n lame n am done wit u pain..........

Come 2moro,
your gone,
how do i know?
let me tel u...i wont stay down,
i wont b blue,
i ain't alone, i have my pride,
my guard, my heart, my guide...
deep down inside, u know you're defeated, so run along now to your little hole, now i know, me n my friend happiness have chased u to your ends...