Pain Poem by Muhd Baqir

This is the farthest i have been pushed through
I have always dreamed that all of this are not true
Although some are fake and some are true
You can always find out the truth

This pain cannot be tolerable
Im suffering now in silence
I tried finding someone trustable
But i always failed to find someone who could give me guidance

I look okay outside
Actually im dead inside
I am killed by this pain
Did i deserve this strain

I always prayed for the best
Waiting and waiting endlessly
With the pain in my heart to my chest,
I hoped i can quickly live freely