Pain Deep Inside Me! ! Poem by Lealy Alshoo2

A pain so deep inside of me that no one will ever see,
I don’t think that you ever imagined how much pain I would be in once you were gone &when i left u
Words cannot express the amount of emotions that have come with trying to let you go: (
Every day has been a struggle
Sometimes, still! ! don’t know what to do with myself
There have been days that I haven’t wanted to get out of bed,
And days that if I allowed myself, I could cry HUH
i smile on the outside, but within my hearts in rage

I am always missing you both so incredibly much!