Pain Isn’t Said In Words Poem by Lucky You

Rain.
Pain.
Sorrow,
Tomorrow.
Everything I do is wrong in your eyes,
I can no longer see the light blue skies.
I feel so friendless,
I’m stuck in this darkness.
I can’t trust a soul,
Not even that of the tiniest foal.
My heart becomes bleak,
I don’t want to hear anyone speak.
You push me away, then pull me close,
It’s you who does this to me the most.
You don’t care that I’m depressed,
No matter how much it’s expressed.
Each day, I live my life,
Each day, you cut me with your invisible knife.
Every day, my happiness leaves in herds,
All this pain can’t be explained in words.
I’ve run through your fingers like sand,
I was an idiot, and now I’m canned.
You don’t know me,
You can’t even see.
You don’t see what’s right there,
You don’t see that I care.
I could go hang myself no and I doubt you’d care,
You wouldn’t care, and it isn’t fair.
If you think you would, then show it,
Show that you care, even just a little bit.
I’m always second best for you,
Because I guess I’m just not good enough for you.
I feel as if my life has come to an end,
Why can’t you just give in and bend?
I don’t know why I don’t just turn you loose,
Let you run free of your noose.
It would be easier that way,
But I will probably let you stay,
Even though our friendship is frayed.
It won’t be long,
‘Till we hear the LORD sing his song,
Because you hurt me,