Pain My Only Home Poem by Angel Love

The aching, the gazing
The panting, the raging
The ravin', the pacing
The praying, the shaking
I must admit, I'm breaking
I must admit, my heart is racing
Telephone ring,
He's dying,

I try speak, try to scream,
But all i hear is the voices in my head,
No sound comes out,

The sadness, the questions,
The pain, the anger,
It all comes flooding,
And am just breaking,
I wonder, should i call,
And tell you just how you,
Broke me, hurt me, and how much am dying,
But i know it won't change the past, it won't fix me,
So i stay silent, i don't know how to close this wound that's been opened in my chest,
Headaches from day to day, nothing has changed,
A new life, a new chapter, where this road leads only time will tell.