Pain Of Moving Forward Poem by Jessie Jett

Long nights, crazy days.
Plaing games in so many ways.
Lessons taught,
lessons learned.

Teach, growing and learning.

Building me,
He molded me.
Fostering me,
shadowing me.

All the memories, so much time.
All of this which has gone by.
Though not forgotten, and always know;
that you are on my mind.

What you built in me.
How you molded me.
Who I am, who I've become.
All the memories, all in fun.
Knowing this, this isn't done.

All I can do is thank the one.
The one, who stuck it out;
even when it wasn't fun.

The love I felt,
my family,
my home.
It's everything I'll ever know.

And carring on wisdom of thee,
is what you've instilled
inside of me.

Passion, kindness, patience.

All so much you gave to me.
There's so much that your made me see.
You taught me everything that I know.
You've been around
and watched me grow.

I know it has to be hard for you.
I think about it. I really do.
I am moving out.
This can't be true.
Sadness and anger boiling to brew.

'A minute ago, though so long ago;
I held you in my arms so tightly.
I watched your first steps.
I heard your frist words.
I saw your first day of school.

I taught you how to ride a bike, you know.
I taught you how to live,
and I've watched you grow.

I've taught you way of life.'

Growing up, at once, seemed so hard to do.
Now, doing things that all seems so new.
A life, blossoming.
A job, a career.
Learning to live without fear.

I will not be quick,
though this topic makes me sick.
There's no right or wrong,
or feelings of relife,
No happy endings.
Just feelings of betrayal and defeat.

Which to choose,
any battle;
I still love.
Choices,
seem to always stay.
Conflict our lives,
and never go away.

Non the less,
I'm not going to life;
I have, expectantly
made up my mind.
Don't take it as,
I'm leaving you behind;
I'm just flying away.