Pain Through My Eyes Poem by Kimberly Santistevan

My days are rainy
Falling, falling
Never to stop.

Theses tears are the color red
My eyes are porcelain
From my tears that always continue
To fall and reveal my pain.

I try to think of the happy things
I try to think of the smiles
But somehow I won’t let myself.

My days are dark
Darker than the night.

I hide behind this mask
So no one can see my bloody tears
that roll down my face.

My days are rainy
Never there is sunshine.
Raindrops crash to the ground
Falling, falling.

I am falling
I can not see anyone around to help me,
I am falling
Never to get up
Never to be happy.

Am I meant to be this way?
Am I meant to feel this way?
I am broken into a million pieces.

I border myself from other people
I am unable to trust them
I am unable to hear them.

Somehow I know
That all of this pain will stop
I just don’t know when…