Painful Memories Poem by Lirio Mauro

I know you guys don't care
But only here can I say
The way i am feeling every day
I loved him alot 
And I thought he loved me too
Have any of you felt this?
Have you gone through this too?
Have you cried yourself to sleep with the memories you guys shared?
And think about the times when only about one another you cared?
Did you picture your future like I did ours?
I already knew what I'd say for the vows 
He was the world to me
But he said he had to go
He's the only love I've had since then you know.
If he's alive I no longer know
But day by day these feelings for him still grow
These little tunes remind me of him
His memory still causes me to get those wild little butterflies within
I don't know how to forget the past that he and I shared 
I wish he were still here
I wish about me he still cared
But wish is all I could now do 
I wish I could tell him one last time: 'I love you'