Painfull Poem by heart broken

When will it be my time to go?
I am ready to go now
take me away from this
wretched place
I don't care when you want me to go
just do it know make it painful
let the blood seep out my body
make my body go in to painful covoltions
i don't care as long as it's full of pain
beacuse pain is what i love
pain is what what i know best
so make it good
i just want to die
i don't care how
as long as is long and painful