Painted Grey Poem by Brandi Robbins

Something wasn't right from the start
Maybe the fact I was blind or saw life as beauty and art
You were fast to run in and start grabbing
Maybe it's all you've known, that's why your so good at back stabbing

Sad that a person could be like a tornado
That's just human nature, some people love some people hate ya
But we were taught to be afraid... run and hide it's comin this way
There is always that one person who wants to drive right up
Gets so close until she's stuck
Then grabs the wheel and panics
Didn't realize it was so satanic
Lucky enough to slip away
Something so close, would have put you in your grave
It doesn't care if you see another day
Add you to the mess and make you a slave because it was made that way

It's hurts to know that he couldn't love me
The scars he caused inside, looked as if lighting struck me
Try so hard everyday but nothing was good enough so they keep sucking everything away
Everything you own, once it's gone... he'll leave you alone.
That day is the worse and so are weeks after but I finally opened my eyes and saw what a disaster
This gave me time to start building up the life that's mine
Stealing someone's heart and mind should be considered a crime
So long to heal, but one day it got better
Knowing my worth and realizing I deserved better
You can never fix someone who doesn't want to be fixed
They only came to you, prepared with their tricks
Only to use you, abuse you and accuse you
Easier said than done
But so worth it just to walk away better than having to run
Just know you are amazing and it's never to late to be saved
Please be careful
You are not the same compared to the insane
It's different when someone can't care
When they're the reason your being burried today.