Parting... Poem by Caylin Paige

What was it i said to you..
when you choked on your breath.
it was that..
that moment that left me still...
cold as ice.
words lingering on our breath..together..but never
'love you.'
'your not the one for me.'
Words twisting my world..
spirling me into the darkness...
where 'we' doesnt exist.
and you is only a figment of my imagination.
as i blink away the tears...i suck in my fears.
breath in deep..
and exhale..the goodbyes that i will never
be able to say.
i loved you..
and you left me this way..
Good bye...is always...gonna come back..
into the night of the day.
the sad parts that leave us all cold..
and lonely.
but on the other end of the rope.
is not sadness but awareness.
and open...closed thoughts..of a once beloved.
the idea..the open heart..ready for new beginnings.
and ready for an ending.