Peace Of Mind I Lost Poem by Jacob Saunders8

I was a boy that said very little
My heart was young and very brittle
You took my hand and showed me peace
Love still seems to be the missing piece

You fell for someone I’m still trying to be
But my mind I’m still trying to free
Even though it was only for a short time
The feeling was so wonderfully sublime

I made a mistake to come up with a lie
And I still continue to wonder why
Immature and afraid of just asking you
I sent a message I didn’t think through

I lost the type of friend I’ve never had before
And now I’m still searching for
My mind is a prison of obsessions
It never ends with the questions

I’m sorry for the pain I created
It was probably best we never dated
Because if you did give me that chance
My touch would have probably been the only romance

I said little in person and nothing on the phone
Because there was so little I known
You were the first girl I kissed
Your touch I have missed

I was lonely before and still am today
But ahead of me I’m sensing a brighter day
Thank you for being such a great person to me
I still hope a great person I will one day be

I hope you will find a good guy
A man who isn’t very shy
Who is honest and respectful
And never neglectful

Maybe I’ll see you again one day
I hope that day I’ll have good things to say