Perfect Chemistry Poem by Lubna Hazeem

Sunshine reveals my vulnerable shade
Than pouring drops spill my love away
Everything i had was given to take
So long for my effortless waves
So long to you

I wish for things inventors couldn't create
Wrapped in a world of germs and plagues
I wish for today to remain today
But so long...always
So long to you

Feeling like a prison of permanent state
Feeding upon the sources of gritty taste
All the doctors and prescriptions
Couldn't find a cure for my condition
So i invent a drug of my own
I invent a state of permanent home
The world of perfect symmetry
The world in perfect chemistry
Swallowed in me.... now

And i find it screaming it's woe
Ripping out like the demon troops
How my own creation can be so cruel
Just another thing i'd struggle to exclude

How i always pretend
Ah, i always pretend
Like this life never ends
And always begins
By stopping the motion
And drinking the potions
As im always wanting more
Yes, im always wanting more

In perfect symmetry
By perfect chemistry
That's making me numb
And burning me up
Overused and crushed
Because nothing's ever enough
Ah, nothing's ever enough

Everything's a drug
It's burning us up
I can't see past the blur
Visions im unable to concur
I feel so helplessly sore
Overused to the core
And to this day i've never been less sure
About this life im living for

This world and it's motion
Stripped of emotions
It all runs out
It all runs out
We all run out
Like your drugs now