I stood admist the spring breeze,
Only scrutinising the moments
Of which I tasted milk and honey,
Though the love is present,
...
Every New day,
As life comes tough
As wind blows through the sea
When matter settles on road
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As i sit up my bed,
Just woke up from another nightmare,
Living a misery,
And i'm all alone,
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As I hold this pen,
My mind shouts for suicide..
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If my soul was a universe,
Would you believe me if I told you,
This universe is nothing without you?
You hold all pieces together in harmony,
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A month passed me by
since we last said our cruel bye's
The threat within the farewell
I couldn't wait for you to be gone
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I wish you only knew how i feel,
It kills me to know together forever won't come true,
It torments me to know you are in love again,
I thought i wouldn't care but i was wrong,
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Dear Self,
Here we both are in a knot,
Somewhere our souls can't find,
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I don't want to imagine,
All the people that you know,
When I am no longer your smile,
Who would be the next star?
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